Dear TJ..

Dear girl, You really don't have the slightest idea of what really happened these past 5 years do you? After reading your blog, I admit, I was quite devastated and shocked. Dear girl, who do you think cried himself in sleepless nights knowing that you're hurt by some guy that he didn't know ? What more to say, cursing himself because all he could do was to pretend that it didn't affect him at all and just go to another girl to reduce the pain? Who do you think suffer the most when you're in pain and still, putting up a brave smile and he, knowing the fact that you're deeply hurt, can just fake a smile ? He stick to that feelings for years and just stay the same way because he knew, how many 'method' he could try, nothing could replace your place in his heart. You're so selfish, harsh and childish. But that's what makes you so loveable and special to him. You're so thin, short and 'curveless'. But your heart makes you look beautiful even among the miss world beauty pangeants. Know that he loves you for who you are girl. His only hope is that you will feel the same way towards him.