Somehow, surrounded by your whole family doesn't
make you happy as how it should really be.
I don't know, it's just that emptiness is starting to
engulf me again, trying to drag me back to
where I was before.
Frankly saying, I don't care, I don't know just, I don't care.
Just, these past few days I've been fighting hard just to be able
to smile. But alas I found that some things can never be changed and thus
I think it's better this way. To be in the dark again.
I think it's the best for me. Since I am fragile and in that darkness I
shall not find anything that could shatter me from within.
Could be because of my scars from the past, but who cares right.
When even the person close to you just treat you like
you're nothing, then you must be really be nothing to them.
I hope I could just get away from this all and just, for once,
keep mum, and close my eyes. Not for eternity but the concept
of being eternally in deep, deep sleep really sounds...nice.
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