A rather long update.

Hello everyone it's me back again and again after a certain (long) period of time.
So many happened since I last updated my entries. There were happy moments as well as sad moments. But hey, this is life we're talking about here. Life has its ups and downs, and we must
accept that we will never get everything we want, even if we really, really, reaalllyy want something that much.

Wait! The last entry was made back in the year 2013. Just how long did I abandoned this humble page of mine?

Anyway, a really good friend of mine just passed away on 10 February 2015. He was a really good person. He wanted everyone to be happy and he loves children. Plus, he's polite and friendly. Even to strangers whom he may only encounters for once or twice, he will never fail to at least smile and greet them. He brights up places, placing smiles upon everyone. His silly jokes, they light up the world everyday. His departure was really.....painful. I can't really accept the fact that he's already gone, just like that. Even now, I'm still hoping that all were just a very, very bad dream. Juan, everybody misses you, loves you. You left too early brother....Mancitters will always hold you in their hearts, may God bless your kind soul and be at ease brothers. We'll carry on with your spirit in us. (I have not had the chance to know you for as long as some of the Mancitters did, but brother, the laughs I had during the time I had with you was one of the best laughs I've ever had, thank you very much for that brother.)

I broke up with my latest girlfriend. I had enough, and that's all I'm gonna say about it.
She wasn't the one anyway....I've got my own reasons.

My special one....I just don't want to defile her. She's too pure. She's too kind. A guy like me is nothing compared to her. I doubt that you'll ever know anyway since I can feel that my time is getting closer. When my time comes, just promise me you'll be alright. I'll never get the chance anyway to call you baby.

I moved into a new house this year. This time I have a proper bed and a proper table. Yay!

I think that might be all. I just can't find the words right now, so the rest will have to come in my next entry :)


the Dummy,
Nico.
[the closer you are to something, the harder it is to see it.]