2017, Another Year with The Same Life

Hello!

I know, I only do updates once in a blue moon, now I am sorry but I kinda like it being this way. Kinda gives me the space to be me. 

I am really sure that I am somewhat weird, but somehow quite adaptable to my surrounding. Like, if I were to be alone, I will be very...me, but when I am being surrounded by a group of people I might become another me. Get it? Of course, I might be very me with people around me as well, just as long as they are the ones that I trust, the ones that I can depend and count on. So. Starting 2017, I feel like I want to try to be more honest with myself and decide to be even weird among strangers. Not hentai-level kind of weird but...just like when I am with my nakamas. Somehow, living my life until now that way, I found myself feeling quite suffocated whenever I am surrounded by people other than my nakamas. Maybe I am not good enough at pretending to be someone else, maybe I just got really wrecked. 2016 was not exactly a good year, not a bad year too, but too much happened, and I still have to learn to take it all in.

Love, I think I have found one. But this time, I am going to take things real slow. I do not want this to end nowhere. Besides, she became too precious to hurt, and I think I changed a little inside, just because I fell for her. Anyway, now is not the time to disclose who she is, yet, I will find another time to share about that.

In the meantime, Merry Belated Christmas, and Happy New Year!